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    Tuesday, October 20, 2009


    A few days ago, Prime Minister Mori was given some Basic English conversation training before he visits Washington and meets president Barack Obama...

    The instructor told Mori Prime Minister, when you shake hand with President Obama, please say 'how r u'.
    Then Mr. Obama should say, 'I am fine, and you?' Now, you should say 'me too'. Afterwards we, translators, will do the work for you.'

    It looks quite simple, but the truth is...

    When Mori met Obama , he mistakenly said 'who r u?' (Instead of 'How r u?'.)

    Mr. Obama was a bit shocked but still managed to react with humor:
    'Well, I'm Michelle's husband, ha-ha...'

    Then Mori replied 'me too, ha-ha.. .'.

    Then there was a long silence in the meeting room.

    posted by P a n d a



    Take Some Time and actually Read this

    this is a GUY TALKING...

    ITS 7TH GRADE...


    I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called 'best friend'... I
    stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she
    didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me
    and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed
    them to her... She said 'thanks'... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I
    wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be 'just
    friends'... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know
    why...





    IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...


    My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling
    on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come
    over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her
    on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2
    hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go
    to sleep... She looked at me.. Said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the
    cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to
    be 'just friends'... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't
    know why...





    IT'S SENIOR YEAR...


    The day before prom... She walked to my locker... 'My date is sick' she
    said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th
    grade... We made a promise that if neither of us had dates... We'd go
    together just as 'best friends'... And so we did...






    IT'S PROM NIGHT...


    After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I
    stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she
    doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said 'I had the
    best time... Thanks!'... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to
    tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be 'just friends'... I
    love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...





    IT'S GRADUATION DAY...


    A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could
    blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated
    like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine...
    But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone
    went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged
    her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said 'you're my best
    friend'... 'Thanks!'... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell
    her.. I wanted her to know that I wanted to be more than 'just friends'... I
    love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...






    IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...


    Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married
    in now... I watched her say 'I do' an drive off to her new life... Married
    to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like
    that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and
    said 'You came!... Thanks!'... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to
    tell her... I wantd her to know that I didn't want to be 'just friends'... I
    love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...





    YEARS PASSED...


    I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'... At
    the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school
    years... This is what it said... 'I stare at him... Wishing he was mine...
    But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell
    him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be 'just friends'... I
    love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would
    tell me he loved me'... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I
    cried...

    posted by P a n d a

    Saturday, October 3, 2009


    林峰 - 愛不疚

    ngoy but gau

    收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
    愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

    這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
    假使講了你聽到後 或會走
    這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
    成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

    放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
    放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
    放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
    已經 已經足夠

    遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

    這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
    即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
    這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
    成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

    放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
    放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
    放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
    已經 已經足夠

    放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
    放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
    也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
    放手 至可擁有

    English lyrics:Translation

    Hiding within my vision, always lingering beside,
    can guess love is not present

    After happily playing & laughing,
    and be able to totally retreat;
    as long as you are happy it’s enough.



    This kind of feeling is too loving & warm;
    to speak a thousand phrases would be insufficient.

    What if you were to hear it and afterwards leave
    This kind of love is too rare,
    doesn’t need to completely possess

    Giving approval, give (my) blessing wholeheartedly,
    then let go.


    Let go, let go of everything, both will have greater freedom
    Let go; in fact it’s not because I do not love enough
    Let go, let go of everything without reserve,
    will still have a good friend

    It’s already, already enough.

    From a distance, in the background of “universal silence”,
    just observing is enough.


    This kind of feeling is too loving & warm;
    to speak a thousand phrases would be insufficient.

    Even though there was an instant,
    on impulse where I wanted to hold your hand

    This kind of love is too rare,
    doesn’t need to completely possess

    Even with heaviness of heart, (it’s best) to let go.

    Let go, let go of everything,
    both will have greater freedom

    Let go; in fact it’s not because I do not love enough
    Let go, let go of everything without reserve,
    will still have a good friend

    It’s already, already enough.

    Let go, my memories (of you) cannot find an ending
    Let go ! Wish you will have happiness & everything.
    Maybe, love is very deep,
    but I have already seen it through

    Can only possess when (you) let go.

    credit:BluMonkee@The Honeypot
    (by Jaray39@Honeypot and kat@raymondlam.org)

    posted by P a n d a

    Monday, September 7, 2009


    ~ HUGS ~



    There's something in a simple hug
    That always warms the heart;
    It welcomes us back home
    And makes it easier to part.

    A hug's a way to share the joy

    And sad times we go through,

    Or just a way for friends to say

    They like you 'cause you're you.


    Hugs are meant for anyone

    For whom we really care,

    From your grandma to your neighbour,

    Or a cuddly teddy bear.


    A hug is an amazing thing -

    It's just the perfect way

    To show the love we're feeling

    But can't find the words to say.


    It's funny how a little hug

    Makes everyone feel good;

    In every place and language,

    It's always understood.


    And hugs don't need new equipment,

    Special batteries or parts -

    Just open up your arms

    And open up your hearts.

    Jill Wolf


    -------------------------
    this blog is kinda connected or isit related? to the previous previous blog :)
    many of them claim that they couldnt say the simple three words

    I LOVE YOU

    to their parents for which is quite hard for me as well :)

    - but i didnt it yesterday, aint i a great child?-


    well, if u really have difficulty expressing your feelings for someone, hugging is another way !!!

    i would say good luck :) to strawberry who complain-ed to me 5 minutes ago..

    again! :) u inspired me to blog ;) thanks alot!!!
    on the other hand, good luck to u!



    x x x x x x x x x x x x

    [There are times when people don't mean what they say. Behind all their hurtful words are hopes that someone will understand their cryptic pleas for help and comfort.

    There are times when hugs can solve everything.]
    . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .



    cookie! ;) told u! noobs arent just noobs :P they have purpose in life :D

    posted by P a n d a





    Love is friendship,
    friendship is love.

    If love fails,
    friendship should remain.

    For friendship is the foundation of love.




    ;)

    posted by P a n d a

    Sunday, September 6, 2009




    LOVE YOUR PARENTS!
    ---------------------------
    LETTER FROM YOUR PARENTS


    Dear son, dear daughter,

    1. the day you find that i have become very old,try to have some patience with me and try to understand me.
    2. if i get dirty while eating, if i have difficulty dressing myself, be patient! remember the hours that i spent teaching you these things when you were young.
    3. if i repeat the same things a dozen times, do no interrupt me! listen to me! when you were young, you kept asking me to read you the same story,evening after evening, until you fell asleep and i did it happily!
    4. if i do no wash myself often,do not reprimand and do not tell me that is it a shame. remember how many excuses i had to invent to make you take a bath when you were young.
    5. if you see my ignorance of new technologies, do not laugh at me but gave me time to understand. i taught you so many things, to eat well.. to dress well.. to behave well.. how to confront the problems of life
    6. when my poor legs will not allow me to move as before,help me in the same way as when i held your hands to teach you take your first steps
    7. if i sometimes lose my memory or an not able to follow a conversation, give me the necessary time to recollect myself. if i do not get there, do not become impatient or arrogant because the most important thing for me is to be with you and to be able to speak to you
    8. and when one day, i shall say to you that i do not want my live anymore that i want to die.do not be angry, because one day you will also understand!
    9. one day you will understand that in spite of all my errors, i have always wanted what was best for you
    you do not have to feel sad, unfortunate or incompetent during my old age and because of my state
    for i just want you to stay near me;try to understand what i live for

    help me walk,help me to end my life with love and patience. the only thing that i need from you is a smile and a lot of love

    i love you my son, my daughter!

    Your Dad, Your Mum!
    ................................................................

    >taken from>
    http://g-rougeholicdoll.deviantart.com/art/my-happy-family-21886435


    Appreciate your parents when they are still alive.
    dont wait until its too late :)

    You might have quarrelled, argued, fought or built up a wall of silence between each other.
    but at the end of the day, they will still turn around and forgive for what you have done.
    they love you for who u are, they will never neglect you even if the whole world think treats u as an outcast.

    even if u have grown up, to them, you have been and always been their tiny cute little child in their hearts
    :)
    <3

    SO please make an effort to say i love you to your parents everynight before you go to sleep.eventhough u are outstation, far away .. do message them because your one message could make them feel what they have been doing is worthwhile :)

    Do realise that they have come so far because of you!

    here, i would like to say,

    DAD AND MUM!
    I LOVE YOU :)

    without u, i wouldnt have come this far !
    you are my heroes :)

    if only i could turn back the time, i would be a better child :)
    i lovee you, daddy mummy!
    well,i know u love me too ;)




    posted by P a n d a

    Saturday, September 5, 2009


    teen teen was *grrr...ing*
    over balancing something in account!
    so i shall make her happy! :) since its her bday! =D
    lets give her face and sing! ;)

    "i am your sunshine,
    your only sunshine

    i make you happy
    when skies are gray(being perasan)

    You'll never know dear,
    how much I love you

    I wont take your sunshine away"


    nah! girl~ don be sad already =D
    u have me!;D
    relaxxx and chill deEr :P

    posted by P a n d a